Getting Nervous!

Tomorrow I finally meet with financial aid to hopefully get my money for my housing while I am in Hawaii! I don't think it has hit me yet that I could actually be on a plane after new years on my way to Hawaii to live there, and go to school. I will be a student of University of Hawaii at Monoa. Yup, still hasn't hit me. Oh man, my heart is racing just thinking about it. ugh, i have my fingers crossed that things go well tomorrow.

PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE

GO

WELL.

:)

Application.

I have been accepted to the university of Hawaii at Manoa. I filled out my application to be a part of there system and it will be sent tomorrow. This is a huge step for me. I want to go, but i will miss my family, my room, my job, and my boyfriend.

I think I just need to take the risk.

 I have lived in Utah my whole life, i need a change.

Now I just have to make the effortt acutally put the envelope in the mail box.

ohhhhhhhhh mannnnnnnnn.

Pros:

ITS HAWAII

new friends

new surroundings

live in a dorm

time to find myself

THE BEACH

Cons:

homesickness

dorm foooood

small beds

making new friends will be hard.

This is so stressful.

A world of confusion.

So related to travels.

I don't know what i going to do as of now. I have recently applied for a National Student Exchange Program. I have applied to go to school in Hawaii, at University of Hawaii at Manoa, which is located on Oahu.

I dont know what i am going to do yet, its an experience that i would never forget, i would love the atmosphere, i would love the people, i would love my surroundings.

But...

I dont know if i wanna leave my family, or my boyfriend. I need a change of scenery, a new start in my life, i need to get away from what im used to. I love utah, dont get me wrong, i was born and raised here. But im just not cut out for being in Utah all my life. I love the Ocean, I love to swim, I love the feel of sun screen on my body during those hot days at the pool in the summer.

I feel like I wold be more happy in Hawaii rather than being in Utah. Its just to cold for me to want to walk around, and be dedicated to school. 

Hawaii would be a great change for me. A change that I personally think I really need to consider.

The question is....

Will I go?

 

I miss the feeling of fresh green grass between my toes.

Or the sand as I walk out of the Ocean.

I miss the sound of the waves as they crash next to my room.

I want to go back to Hawaii for the experience of a lifetime.

Sometimes I just gotta take a chance.

A chance,that could change my life...

Forever.